Hi family, friends and acquaintances,
Ave Maria, Christ is King!
Happy feast of Saint Isaac Jogues and companions (Mass propers on page 1853 in Saint Andrew’s Missal) and today marks the 1,000th day that Pope Benedict XVI died and the See has been vacant.
Alright, here we go: everything is not only STILL fake and gay, as I titled a former email, but it’s fake and gayer. It’s faker and gayer than ever. I try to only send out emails like this when it’s really important: the current DISASTROUS state of religious life, Prevost being a fake, Trump’s creepy relationship with Israel, the bombing of Iran, and now, the chaos, yes CHAOS, surrounding Charlie Kirk. I’ll probably get a lot of hate for my opinion on this topic, but I’m kind of learning to expect emotional reactions from people who don’t want to behave like mature adults when truth, the noticing of patterns and the connecting of the dots happens. I will first start out by saying that I liked Charlie Kirk. I began following him right around the time he started Turning Point; we were the same age and so naturally I gravitated toward him from the getgo. I disagreed with him on several issues, but I have way more of a connection with him than let’s say… Carlo Acutis. Sorry! Was Charlie a martyr? I honestly don’t know. I have heard solid arguments on both sides. However, I do think he was a scapegoat, and I pray for his soul. I know there’s a lot of people saying the assassination was fake, and while I guess nothing would surprise me anymore, I’m not willing to go that far, but I do have a lot of questions.
Now that we have established that, I will get right into this. My Grammie is actually the one who initially tipped me off on this subject, and she is one smart cookie 🍪 because she just says it like it is and at first I thought she was overthinking this, but she checked me and said, “remember, EVERYTHING is fake and gay.” I’m so proud of her; my boomer Gram is waking up to all this 🗑️ and is now challenging ME. GO GRAM! Here’s my sincere opinion: I think Erika Kirk is putting on an act. And a really terrible one. Before you get all huffy puffy, say, “how dare you question a mother and grieving widow” (a form of gaslighting by the way) and let your emotions dictate your will, hear me out. Fr Nix, after the “election” of antipope Robert Prevost in his interview with Stephen Kokx said that he knew he was a fraud due to his personal experience of dealing with this “sort”:
“Because I am a convert from leftist Catholicism to traditional Catholicism, I see through the tricks of the left quicker than most. My Catholic roots are typical liberal Irish south-side of Chicago Catholicism. In fact, my elderly friend's late uncle, Fr. Dudley Day, recruited little Prevost for the Augustinian boarding high school seminary! Having been raised among Chicago lefties, I can sniff out a liberation theologian from a mile away. There's no doubt Prevost was heavily into liberation theology.”
This is where I have my own personal experience “sniffing out the tricks quicker than most” in this area of believing Erika to be putting on the performance of a lifetime, because from the time I was a toddler, to now, my Dad has been an actor in Hollywood. I used to go to his auditions with him, hang out on set and sometimes get to do little acting jobs with him. I have been around a LOT of actors and I have also been around a lot of theatre kids (this group has some of the most annoying people on the planet🙄). And let me tell you, many of them are entirely fake and gay. And I can tell you from personal encounters that actors are some of the most cringeworthy people I have ever met in my life. Narcissism doesn’t even begin to cover that industry. I’ve seen some of the worst performances you can imagine and the ironic part is many of them are so terrible at acting, over perform and yet… they still somehow think they did an incredible job. They completely live outside of reality and have next to no self awareness. I can’t tell you how many times I get what’s called “second hand embarrassment” with these people with these so called “acts”. It’s an instant recognition for me when it’s fake. Starting to sound like the Good Shepherd Discourse, yet? Recognize what Voice is God’s (authentic) and what voice is the stranger (fake)? I’m going to say it now: watching Erika speak in Charlie’s office and at the political and cringeworthy memorial that did NOT honor Charlie (with the creepy whispering like Joe Biden, long pauses and lack of tears), brought me right back to the bad and fake performances I know all too well. And I can say right off the bat, that I DO NOT go looking for this behavior. I genuinely try to see the best in people, have true charity and compassion and so when I see these things, I can’t tell the reader the disappointment I experience as I say, “oh man, not again!” But once I see it, I can’t unsee it. And that’s what truth boils down to.
I’ll never forget Dr Ramani, an expert on narcissism, say that being a truth teller is kind of like that one kid in the Sixth Sense movie who can see dead people, because while YOU can see it, others can’t. She also made another striking statement in noticing weird behaviors of people: the first time you see it, give them the benefit of the doubt. Second time you see it, it’s a coincidence. Third time, it’s a pattern. And you know that saying: "when a person shows you who they are, believe them." Let’s just say when it comes to actors and putting on an act, I usually can skip the first two immediately and get right to the behavioral patterns (#3). I can spot these behavioral patterns on phone calls, too, usually in the matter of minutes. I strongly DISLIKE seeing them, but again, as you saw in many emails back, this is honestly just tied to basic discernment 101 and listening to warning signs of the Holy Ghost. As I said in a former email, many people neglect the Holy Ghost and so, they’re missing out on the divine assistance He provides in confusing situations like this. I would be very happy to be wrong about Erika Kirk, and would be more than willing to apologize and admit my fault. But I will say, and with humility, that when it comes to sniffing out inauthenticity, I haven’t often been wrong in this department. I’ve also seen it inside and outside of religious life and I can tell you that God is far from pleased with today’s priests and nuns; many who operate under the guise of charity but it’s indeed an act and they also accept compromise. I just know fakeness when I see it. And it’s… disgusting. Some of the most annoying people are actors and nuns. Even though all I desire to be is Christ’s bride, most nuns talk like Kamala Harris, have this creepy and fake school teacher voice like they are talking to 5 years olds. I’ll never forget Bill O’reilly making fun of how Kamala Harris talks down to people by replying, “can we color now”? That’s today’s nuns in a nutshell, and it reminds me of the actors I grew up around. Fake, fake, fake! My former Mother superiors operated like this, as well.
I said last time that the whole world is a stage. I believe Charlie Kirk’s death is meant to serve as a giant distraction, for a number of reasons, but one of them is because Israel has lost major support, is losing the propaganda war, particularly with millennials and Gen Z, independents, libs and even the conservatives (MAGA was even drifting away). That leaves Neocons and boomers. The best advice I can give is to not let your emotions of Charlie’s tragic death cloud your judgment. I’ve seen too much of that these last several days even by the trad movement saying Erika’s speech was “the best they had heard in their lifetime” and that this “memorial” was some sort of “revival” because she “forgave the killer.” Hold the phone. She forgave a man who hasn’t been convicted of a crime, there's plenty of evidence he was a patsy, and hasn’t even confessed? Or is she forgiving the CIA/MOSSAD. I don’t know how to say this without sounding unfeeling, but I wanted to vomit. My reaction was EXACTLY the attached short video clip I made from that hilarious scene in the Hunger Games there's fake crying going on. And I know what people will counter me with: but her forgiveness led others to the faith. That reminds me of the fake Medjugore (I can never spell that right) “apparition” that supposedly had led many to the faith, but it depicts “Our Lady” DROPPING the Child Jesus, and that all religions lead to God. Another example is the show The Chosen. Many claim that it has led them closer to God but it depicts blasphemy of Mary. The end does NOT justify the means. If souls are being led to sincere conversion with Erika’s (cringe) speech, then that is certainly good being brought out of evil, but it still doesn’t clear Erika herself. If good comes out of evil, it's for the sake of the INNOCENT. Just like a bad priest offering the Mass does not invalidate the sacrament.
Even my Gram, who prides herself on watching Trump rallies, said she couldn’t bring herself to watch the footage because she knew it was fake and gay and even she is beginning to FINALLY question the Trump Admin. She herself asked me, “why is basically the whole administration there? Sounds like a campaign”. BINGO. There were jolly old voter registration tables there. Come on! Again, this doesn’t mean WE lack compassion or charity, but on the contrary, true charity is also calling out deception especially when it’s in the disguise of the gospel. That actually makes me angrier. Flipping tables kind of angry. Just remember, Satan isn’t a fool, he too quoted scripture (so did Hilary Clinton) and wants you to drink the kool aid and disguise it in “Christian patriotism” to “deceive if possible even the elect”, the very same way Prevost’s fake and gay trad vestments and blessings in Latin are a mere bread crumb meant to shut up trad cats. I’ve been shocked that the very people who day one said Prevost is an antipope are the same people eating up the Erika Kirk speech, hook line and sinker and are defending her. What saps! Our charity is being used against us by the deep state. BECAUSE while THEY are without proper feeling, they know that we are not. The government KNOWS that Charlie’s base was a majority CHRISTIAN above all else. It’s important for people to finally wake up and smell the incense that the democrat and republican ELITE are just two wings of the same bird. I thought Ann Barnhardt was wrong about Trump and too critical of him, but I realize she was spot on.
Barnhardt also says that we must simply do a little research on people before we believe them. If you just do a little research on Erika Kirk, you will be surprised at what you find. Many YouTubers have done a great job exposing her own ties to the government, Trump, as well as Israel, comparing it to the Truman Show. I won’t include it all here, so I encourage you to do your own homework. To put it mildly, we must do as the gentile Prince Paul said, “to judge everyone and everything”, do what Our Lord said to apostles, “go relate to John what you have SEEN AND HEARD” and to be “as simple as doves and wise as serpents.” Indeed the children of darkness are much more organized and devious than the children of light and this issue needs to be addressed and fixed, now. These issues need to be observed IN THE MOMENT. Women are naturally more emotional than men, so seeing even men get all caught up in their “feelings” on this topic is making me want to take a mega phone and say, “park aside the emotions.” It’s when we are all caught up in the “feels” that the government passes bills like the patriot act after 9/11. We all know looking back in the rear view mirror 🪞 how that played out. Mark my word, the Trump admin is and will use Charlie’s death to pass speech laws that will not allow us to criticize 1948 “Israel" OR our own government. Charlie will be used by the right the way George Floyd was used by the left (they oddly enough have the same birthday). It’s all a giant distraction from a pre planned war with Iran and the burying of the Epstein files. Discernment is going to be BIG in these days ahead. If you don’t start leaning on the Holy Ghost smothered in Mary in all things, you’re going to find yourself falling for a lot of fake and gay nonsense the government throws at you alongside Prevost’s counterfeit “church”. These people will fall for the antichrist, too. They say they won’t, but they will.
If basic everyday common sense people see through this, are saying, “something is off with Erika” and it’s not passing the smell test with them (see screenshot attachments), then we Catholics are being put to shame because we are confirmed and have the gifts of the Holy Ghost so this shouldn’t be hard. Erika’s grief is fake. I am 100% confident in saying this. Real grief is authentic and moves hearts to compassion. Saint Alphonsus said that Mary’s sorrow had this effect on those around Her after the Ascension of Our Lord. Erika walking around in bling bling jeweled rings, caked on makeup, glammed up hair and wearing WHITE all brings me back to the actors I’m all too familiar with and it makes me sick. What’s worse is seeing her being compared to the woman in Proverbs 31, when I honestly think she will be proven to be a honeypot Jezebel (I am dead serious) who will be groomed for JD (Palintir) Vance’s running mate. If your first reaction to that statement is anger, here’s where I’ll ask you to check your emotions and ask yourself WHY you’re reacting that way. There's righteous anger, anger and demonic anger. Again, I’m saying this BECAUSE OF CHARITY (killing an ant makes me feel guilty, so I can assure you, I think I've overdone it in the compassion department). Fakeness goes hand in hand with a lack of charity. Because true charity? Is authentic.
Very important facts:
When Tucker Carlson interviewed Candace Owens, Tucker made a HUGE blunder when he said he didn’t know his Dad was in the CIA until Nick Fuentes reported it (lol). Tucker got so much backlash which led Nick to make a rebuttal video sharing Tucker’s mysterious history and links to the CIA through his Dad and also the alarming connections of JD Vance and Peter Thiel (guy super obsessed with the antichrist and ending the human race, because... that's relatable) who runs Palantir surveillance (creepy ball from the Lord of the Rings). I highly recommend going through this history laid out by Nick as it definitely opened my eyes to influencers I thought were my heroes, and how they might truly be controlled opposition:
https://rumble.com/v6x2fjg-exposing-tucker-carlson.html
In conclusion, all of this really is starting to remind me of the Hunger Games. Our emotions are being used against us, just as those in the arena suffered “attacks” that were specifically meant to target their emotions to get them “thrown off their game.” When people say, “but Erika was a baptized Catholic.” You know what I say to that? So is Joe Biden. So is Nancy Pelosi. So was Jorge Bergoglio. We can’t be this dumb. I am leaving Charlie out of all this, and continuing to pray for him. Father Paul Kramer made such an excellent point to me recently when he said, the sad thing is people STILL think Trump is going to save them. Marriages of convenience happen all the time in politics just as we saw with the Clintons and Obamas, and so when people say, “but Erika has children”, yeah… so do the very politicians I just mentioned. The sickest part of all this is that the children are just pawns. It's all a war on children (look up Erika's ties to missing children in Romania).
Here’s what I predict in the days ahead:
1.) Erika will involve herself more in the public eye and politics; her "debut" was her first few speeches used by Charlie's death. She already did an interview today and her “smiles” truly remind me of Pride and Prejudice’s Mr. Darcy describing Jane Bennet: “she smiles too much.” More bad acting.
2.) Tucker will interview her (he fundraised for her) and after you watch Nick’s explanation of Tucker's ties to JD Vance and Peter Thiel, you will start connecting the dots. Mark my word, this interview will happen. Tucker's son works for Vance.
3.) I think Erika won’t ask Candace to stop her investigation because that would look suspect, but in turn, Candace won’t investigate Erika. Which is really too bad because Candace did a great job with Kamala and Macron, but maybe she’s controlled, too. It’s all very depressing.
In conclusion, Stephen Kokx was absolutely right when he said to pay attention to whoever takes over as CEO to Turning Point and their foreign policy views. Erika is now the CEO and it was when THIS happened that my Grammie sounded the alarm to me. Erika will be 37 soon and is qualified to run alongside Vance. I think it is absolutely SICKENING how the very people who take out Charlie, throw a party for him. Just like JFK (now has a library named after him), MLK (has MLK day) and now Charlie is going to have October 14th Charlie Kirk day. I would not be surprised if one day we had Charlie Kirk files. Remember, if you're tempted to label me a dreaded "conspiracy theorist", you are not only resorting to fake and gay ad hominem attacks because you have no argument, but you're using a term created by the CIA after JFK's death to get people to not ask questions. The very people who thought I was crazy for saying Bergoglio was an anti pope, that Benedict never validly resigned, the New Mass and Vatican II are evil, and that Sister Lucia was replaced, are the same people who came around to those truths, or still think I am crazy. Oh well! You know where charity is really growing cold? Toward the people calling balls and strikes. This is cult-like behavior. But it can’t get much worse than the lack of charity I’ve experienced thus far at the hands of supposed faithful Catholics for questioning the single narrative of thought. We must keep fighting for truth and saying what we believe to be true even if it means we lose friends. I have a lot of acquaintances but I have only about 5 people on my hand that I can count that know the real me and who I count as true friends. It’s been proven that the less friends you have the happier you will be! Keep your eyes focused on truth, keep charity alive in your heart, and make friends with the Saints; they won’t let you down. Cling to Mary always! Father Kramer was smart when he told me he will not be returning to America until the Triumph of Mary's Heart, and I don't blame him. Who would have thunk martyrdom would come to America? One can dream! Let's hope Mary's time is approaching, this life stinks!
Ps. Attaching some apropos links, comments and footage
https://youtu.be/IA93Sh7DUvY?si=XrKNIuvfXFBhDZvd
https://youtu.be/96gQ0hCxv0E?si=_TLUZri-m8XIn-I1
https://x.com/NanceAbdallah/status/1971181351585099948?t=VgsKCYM86YnMTWmRXmzWMQ&s=19
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